Doo doo do doo, doo do doo do...
I'm not going to do one of these every day. I am going to give it a sprint folder and put it next to the summaries in case I go on a wild tear one sprint and do a bunch of them. So this will allow for less than daily but more than once per sprint. Which works.
Speaking of sprints this one is wrapping in dramatic fashion with a drive eight hours to Harrisburg, Pennsylvania to teach a five hour executive session on Entrepreneurship. As one does.
Ok maybe doing these all at once doesn't work or rather I should do them all at once instead of start stopping like I did this one. I started this breathing through the anxiety of an eight hour drive through rural Ohio and Pennsylvania as a single Black man with no friends family or anyone to call...ok that was a spiral my point is if shit pops off that's it. No one will know but me and it'll be up to me. I know this because that's how it goes. Every time. Maybe not every time but looking back to August 2019 at least it's been just me and the results of my stupid bullshit.
Another time for all that here's the point. I set up all this — the documentation system, the syncing, all of it — specifically because of how many “if this is it who will give a shit” moments I have survived and I am not so arrogant as to believe I will survive all of them. I just hope at some point someone goes looking for this. That's what I want ultimately. For there to be a body of work out there that someone some day says “I wonder what this guy was thinking...let's see what I can find out...“
I want to be the sort of person who doesn't have to tell you who they are because they know that you do yet they don't care one way or the other. Not even admired: Regarded.
~ JR