Just “meh.”
texting Mom
I think the part you don’t see (because you’ve always known me you are my mother) is me always trying to fit in. I’m literally always introducing myself to new people every few years my whole life. It means people are kinda “meh” about me but I like them very intensely because I’ve never known anyone long enough to like them any other way. Or be liked. Just “meh.” Which means people I thought were my close friends were just people I knew kinda sorta from years ago. And that left me in a bad bind a couple times. So now I’ve adjusted and I don’t want you to worry because trying to run towards people trying to get them to like me has run out. Love you mother very much please don’t worry about me I’m fine.