What would make you happy?
excerpted from 5 Dec...log? Journal? Whatever. I like log. It rolls downstairs alone or in pairs rolls over your neighbor's dog.
You'll notice you didn't answer the question. And the answer can't be “Nothing, everything sucks.” Think of something that's the challenge.
I think fundamentally no one lives like this then “goes back” to living “normally” like what does that even mean. I think we need to describe/define what “normal” is going to be otherwise we won't know it when we have it. We've said “stability” which for us means a door that closes and locks and only we have the key and no one shows up uninvited. Major league win if you ask me. Next would be the ability to move meaningfully toward a predefined goal which is what all of this is...needs more...“meaningfully” means “for profit” at this point being broke is a problem we are too old for this. So being compensated for labor, stability. Way to go, Maslow; what else you got. No tv, no music, no other people, no vices, just processing information exercise and sleep: There's one, access to a gym and ability to get to it. It'd be one thing if we could “work out anywhere” but it's fucking December let's face facts if we can't get indoors OR our own space it's a no go. Keep up the walking and stretch but I don't see what else we can do.
There has to be something otherwise it's just more This and that spirals you know how that goes. There has to be something we're aiming at that isn't maybekindasorta wishing and hoping. So.
What then? The answer can't be Wawa.
it's probably going to be Wawa.